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Palm Sunday march through Kabale Uganda |
In our home at this time of year we have a custom of reading through the accounts of the passion week in the Bible. The last week of Jesus's life before his crucifixion has many scenes that inspire us with awe. From his triumphant entry into the city to his last words on the cross our hearts are captured by His. We struggle to wrap our hearts and minds around all that is happening. At times we get glimpses of Jesus that show us both his humanity and deity. We see God in the flesh fulfilling his mission on the earth and Jesus bearing our sin and guilt on the cross. Along the way we see the emotional upheaval of both his disciples and Jesus himself. Peter is passing though some rough waters in these last days. They all were trying to make sense of what they were witnessing. Their Lord and master allowed himself to be arrested by the very authority they believed he would free them from. They witnessed the "trials" where Jesus was convicted out of jealously and deceit. Despite the fact that Pilate found no fault in him he was handed over to the will of the people who were clamoring for his death. They chose instead to free a criminal who became the first to have Jesus take his place on the cross. In the mind, will, and emotions of the disciples it was not suppose to end this way. Despite the fact that Jesus had told them repeatedly what was going to happen to him in Jerusalem they could not or would not hear it. By the time Peter got to the warming fire at the high priest's house he was wrung out and emotionally spent. His denial though tragic, was possibly due to shattered expectations.
He thought he knew this Jesus, but now he wasn't sure. For the moment his hopes were gone. Jesus reassured him with a knowing glance. Peter's tears flowed in repentance ! I have no doubt all of us have experienced some shattered expectations or had some unfulfilled hopes. Some no doubt have endured great loss and heartache. It's part of our life here and is designed to keep us close to Jesus.
Of all the many scenes we read about in this last week of Jesus's life on earth there is one that recaptures me every time I read it. In Matthew and Mark when they record the interview Jesus had with Pilate. I am always struck with how Pilate marveled at Jesus. In John's account Pilate said," Are you not speaking to me? " -reminding Jesus that he had power to crucify or release him. In John 19:11 Jesus reminds Pilate where the real power is. The point here is that Pilate marveled at Jesus because he wouldn't defend himself. Jesus was not moved by any of the accusations of his accusers . He was calm, he was not retaliatory, and when reviled he did not revile in return. So much so that the Bible says Pilate marveled. Oh to be marveled at! I wonder why people don't marvel at us, his followers more. Too often we let things move us away from the peace we should have in him. Pilate was not the only one who marveled at Jesus. The Bible tells of others of the religious elite of his day that went away in wonder of what they had heard him say. When they tried to trip him up with a question he astonished them again and again with His answers. I believe so many marveled at Jesus and his life and words was because of the truth. The truth of who he was and what he knew set him free. He was unbound from everything and everyone who tried to make him fit their idea of who he should be. Those who are unbound by the truth of who they are in Christ are still marveled at today. So as we celebrate the passion week and the resurrection of Jesus let's find ourselves in the words of Psalm 71:7 "I have become as wonder to many, but you are my strong refuge." Amen !
Scripture ref,NKJV.